I have so much to be thankful for. 2018 wasn’t a particularly great year, I made lots of fuck ups, completely pushed away many people who were important to me, basically restarted my social life from scratch. But I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for the friends I made this year.
Also my family. I have gone out more times this year with my family than really any other reason. Went out with dad and sibs and cousins for my birthday, for his birthday, a couple times just bc. Last week we went to dad’s new apartment and I cooked them all fettuccini w my mushroom sauce and boi was it delicious. New Year’s Eve, my cousin messaged me saying come to theirs and I did. I met my sister’s boyfriend, had some shrooms, some mdma, got really drunk, but I really fucking enjoyed myself which is amazing because I’d planned to end it. I had absolutely no desire to be in 2019 but there’s nothing I can do about that when I’m singing and jumping about and laughing with my family. They did more than take my mind off of things, they made me happy that I existed, and for that I’m so fucking thankful.
Imessaged some friends on New Years reminding them I love them and they’re important to me, and the love I got back really warmed my heart.
I’m glad 2018 is over, but if I could I wouldn’t change a thing.
My resolutions for this year are:
- Keep friendships simple
- Don’t be abusive to the people around me
- Let my friends know I love them
I think if I can manage to do all that consistently, then I’ll be a much better person by the end of the year than I am now, and than I was this time last year.

PS. I’ve started lessons with the City of Melbourne Highland Pipe Band, and I’m learning how to play the chanter. Hopefully by the end of 2020 I’ll have the full bagpipes.

Wishing you all the best for this year ♥️

In other news, I’m undeserving of love and happiness and I’ve been feeling very suicidal the last week or so and yeah idk ly

just-shower-thoughts:

The Trojan horse is just a muderous piñata

Definitely recommend checking out The Amity Affliction’s new album Misery, it’s really fucking good

ronpaulhdwallpapers:

megapope:

self driving cars aren’t even hard to make lol just program it not to hit stuff

if(goingToHitStuff) {

dont();

}

vintagesalt:

Heath Ledger photographed by Bill Green || 1999

It’s a weird feeling when you realise you’ve forgotten how somebody’s voice sounds

missmysterious:

he should get an oscar for this interview

trilllizard666:

an-alarming-number-of-bees:

raedusoleil:

positive-memes:

Creator of the plastic lawn flamingo

Donald Featherstone, creator of the plastic lawn flamingo, and his wife Nancy spent at least three decade of their 37 years of marriage wearing complete matching outfits made by Nancy herself.  

They would race each other to their shared closet in the morning and the winner would get to pick the outfit for the day. (x)

He not only looked like the guy who invented the lawn flamingo, he acted like it.

A man of culture and taste.

powerful folks

lechadodi:

angelofgrace96:

“I’ll remember” is the ADHD demon talking. You won’t remember. Write it down.

bold of you to assume i’ll remember where i wrote it, or even that i wrote it

alexernst:

that’s daSONi